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不懂如何启齿,
因为说了也可能只是造成彼此更大的伤害。



如果你想,我愿意道歉,对不起。

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为什么你们做决定时,
为了可以很顾虑自己的利益,却可以很随便的不顾别人的感受么?

你们的决定,
是为了团体好,对没错?
可是就除了不讨你们喜欢,哪点我有不尽我的责任?

说到底,这世界,‘偏心’是纯在的。

她可以整整一个星期不跟我说话?

4年了,对你们的感情从讨厌到敬佩,
还傻傻的真的有不舍得你们就这样离开,
但你们却在临走前,
让我对你彻底改观。

为什么?


听见他们在班上讨论的有多么激烈多么尽兴,
可是自己却融不进那片气氛。
不是不想听,只是害怕知道了自己会不争气,
不想因为你们那‘为了团体好’的决定而流泪,
听了又如何?
因为心里始终无法接受,
所以选择:假装听不见。
但是心里明明却在淌血。

她不在乎了?

你们做的这个决定,
不是很明显的在所有人、所有学弟学妹面前否定我的办事能力么?
我这不是贬职,就算革职也称不上,
老板在辞退员工前,起码也有给个合理的理由,
那么我呢?这又算什么?


拥有了却夺走比不曾拥有的伤痛来得多好几百倍。


还记得,
曾经有一个朋友在科学测验中得了80分,
可是后来却因为批改错误而降去79分了,
他是个时常都哈哈大笑的人,
可是在那一次,他却哭了,
这种给了希望别人,却又夺走别人希望的感受,
真的很伤。

不再在乎我这个朋友?

如果你们心中已经有人选了,
为什么当初不说呢?
为什么你要等我们接手了工作然后才要告诉我这个残酷的决定呢?


从曾经得很不喜欢出席练习,
然后演变成肯为这个团体付出,
曾经因为担心自己不够好连累其他人而每天在家练了又练,
曾经为了布告板一个人连夜完成,
甚至脚受伤了,我还一样出席练习,
但最后,因为不讨你们喜欢,所以夺回所有的一切。
什么为奔波为你们搞欢送会,都是放屁。


我彻底心死了,
从当年的讨厌,然后为这付出,到现在的绝望,
的确,你们让我留下了很难忘的回忆。
这是我第一次为了军乐而流泪,
这绝对也是最后一次。
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